yea so my camera got stolen at the beach. *tear
i'm working on some bits of poetry so look out for that, fraid i'm a bit rusty however. i haven't exercised much creativity lately so bare with me and be kind pls.
well much love and be on the look out if u still watch...i'm not dead yet....

Just to let everyone who cares know...My Birthday is in 1 month and 26 days!!! I'll be 19 on the 10th of January.

i can not wait until the end of the semester! there are only 9 more school days left but it seems like it's taking forever. and to add to it all i'm so incredibly bogged down right now that i feel like throwing my hands in the air and saying to hell with it all. i have tests and finals nearly all back to back for the next two weeks and i have a huge research paper due next Monday. between studying, researching, writing, and still going to class mind you, i barely have time to nap. matter of fact i didn't get into bed this morning until 6 and i had class at 8. i'm runnin on e. i just hope i can get it all done, pass, and still manage to get some decent sleep. winter break can't possibly get here fast enough. i can't wait to snuggle up in the same bed with willie everynight and get my full 8 hrs. sounds like heaven to me right now.

i dont know what it has been about this day but im a mess. its been three weeks now and i thought i was just becoming acustomed to being away from willie, but all day ive felt so lonely. i missed him alot more than usual today, and i dont really know why. but i find myself in my room on my bed literally on the verge of tears from wanting to be with him so bad. i keep telling myself that this is ridiculous but it doesnt feel ridiculous. it feels like the biggest part of my life is missing and it is. i dont really know how to get used to it. i constantly find myself wishing that i could just go straight home and jump into his arms and quite happily stay there for the rest of my life. i miss him and i guess its as simple, and yet as complex, as that.

Mood: Bored

i am sitting in my dorm room on my bed bored senseless. it is 11:02 at night and i am not the least bit tired. after my last class of the day i came back to the dorm and fell asleep. i didnt wake up until 8:45. so now i am wide awake. but i have a class at 8 in the morning and i need to get some sleep. o well, i will probably pass out around 3 or 4. i hope i dont fall asleep in math though. well goodbye for now i guess. ttyl.